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Kelsey Jean Marie
2 min readJun 6, 2021

Tonight I am grateful for the few friends that I tell everything… not everything… but anything.

I am grateful to be heading into a new experience tonight with gold sparkles all over my face.

I am grateful for all the clarity rolling through me and onto paper and I pray for the willingness and anchored-ness to turn it public.

I am grateful for willingness to pray… to ask for help … from people and the Invisibles.

I am grateful for bath time with my little stinky face three year old.

I am grateful for time in the forest today with my dogs and how cold my toes were after drinking coffee… leaving my body … so I decided to run… and of course that worked. I am grateful for the other night on the beach when i thought I dropped a 20 and ran back to look even though my kid said don’t bother (and it wasn’t there… always trust the psychic children). I am grateful I got sweaty but felt so light and clear and was like oh yeaaaa this is what this feels like. I am grateful that kickstarted more movement even in short bursts … where I really get my heart pumping.

I am grateful for how flushed I am right now because of the long bath but also because I am a keenly perfect mix of nervous and excited about tonight.

I am grateful for the surprise money that showed up in the mail today (who wouldn’t be)(one time I wasn’t and I burnt that cheque because I mean business about what’s allowed into my energy field).

I am grateful for the painting of a dragon head that looks down on me as I write these gratitudes each day (hehe when I follow through).

I am grateful for the light pain in my right ankle that always makes me think of my stuggle to allow myself to manifest… and even though I feel shame about this obvious weak link in my system. I am grateful to be learning to be holding myself OPEN… really really OPEN… to feeling it all… letting it all pass through.

Thank you for everything. No complaints.

Kelsey Jean Marie
Kelsey Jean Marie

Written by Kelsey Jean Marie

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