Tonight I am grateful for not trying. I’m grateful for putting in effort and showing up… without feeling like I’m trying.

I’m grateful I seek out environments that feel nourishing and override the ways I often hit walls at home in a space filled with reminders of all the things I might need to try at.

I’m grateful I love my home so much and don’t often feel like I’d rather be anywhere else … but can also give myself the movement I need to bring fresh energy to projects and people I care so immensely for.

I am grateful for the baby earth worm in my salad tonight and that the salad I made was just so delicious I simply put that scoop with the worm down beside me and kept eating. I am grateful I am attracted to baby earth worms more than any other worm and so this was a best case scenario in many ways.

I’m grateful for the gorgeous bowl I bought myself from a local potter today blowing a chunk of my budget on a whim and not looking back. I’m grateful to follow what feels like a yea and that when I got home guilt free I let my family know I’d already exceeded my own expectations so the bar had been met and obliterated but they could still make me breakfast if they wanted to. I’m grateful it probably won’t be a worm, but who knows.

I’m grateful for surprises and the few that were bestowed upon me today that showed me how magic really works.

I’m grateful To notice fear in my system and to sit with it … and to watch tv to get away from it … and to sit with it again.