I hear you. I’m going to respond fully in another short piece because my experience is that this is a really important topic. And as an autistic woman with a schizophrenic significant other and a kid between us … dysphoria isn’t something we are removed from… but perhaps something we work with in a ways that’s aren’t necessarily prescribed… that are really working for us… and that’s where my writing comes from … my own lived experience. Wishing you all the best on your journey.