Introducing myself to the MEDIUM community

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HELLO .. hellO.. anyone out there?

I am here because I told myself I would be, and I care immensely about sharing our perspectives on every subject under the Sun. I’m particularly interested in outlier perspectives and inside information. …

One. The world is in a tormented crisis and he feels that… duh!

My son is three and a half and has quite a high pitched scream. He seems to use screaming vocalizations to mark a variety of feeling expressions in both private and public circumstances.

Sometimes these screams gloss through me like any other friendly welcome thing he might say or do…

Tonight I am grateful to have a kid on my boob that I adore even though he’s exploring the full spectrum of his own character and hitting me in the face a lot. …

Tonight I am grateful for so much difficulty today, as well as pleasure.

I am grateful to feel kind of blank and disassociated and unsure if I have anything else to write right now, even though most nights I could go on and on forever.

I am grateful to realize…

Tonight I am grateful for accomplishing my goal of getting through two modules of my course. I am grateful I woke up stoked to start and that I did not have to force myself at all.

I am grateful I stayed up late for the first time in weeks and…

Tonight I am grateful for season four of Good Girls and my ongoing commitment to releasing tv from my life and my love of betrayal of my commitments.

I am grateful for making art and making love (with myself).

I am grateful to be becoming a video call person.

I’m…

Tonight I’m grateful for the song Millianaro that I just heard for the first time and caused me to dance until I sweat, in the dark, in my kitchen, when I was just heading to turn the big computer off for the night.

I’m grateful I really bombed the Medium…

A letter to the person born of me — part IV

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I catch myself saying to you often, my love, my child, my boy, and I want to take this opportunity to underscore that I aim never to possess or define you.

When I was carrying you in my womb I made a long trip to tell my family in person…

A letter to my little white boy — part III

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We have big work to do this lifetime and it’s annoying because it’s mostly invisible in a world grooming us to want public recognition. We are going to have to continuously steady ourselves against the grain.

I keep having to notice how potent the grain of our social landscape is…

A letter to my ND child — part II

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I am dying for death. I feel the intensity of craving for everything and nothingness beneath absolutely every other urge this life offers me. And offering is all she does.

I am dying to be one who follows my urges appreciating rather than denying sensation.

How many people respond to…

Kelsey Jean Marie

electric embodiment expert EXPANSION GUIDE >>>> neurodiveregence & radical compassion enthusiast >>>>> DCFO 30 day challenge >> www.antidoteaesthetic.com <<<<<

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